♥...torn apart at the seams ---- all my dreams turned to tears...♥

What You've Done

I feel the night calling... calling me home...

I feel the stars pulling... tearing my heart...

My head starts to spin

As i'm slowly drawn into

The lonely emptiness thats lurking within

I feel, inside, my soul is cold

So cold, so bitter, from lies been told -

I wonder if i'll ever be the same again

Will they just lie to my face again?

I cant forget how you made me feel -

But, please believe that i've tried

Every remedy, to get these wounds to heal..

...nothing can diminish the aches inside...

But you dont understand what you've done to me

I trust no judgement but my own...

Because how can i know of your lies and your truth -

How thin is that line that remains unknown.

So I listen to the night calling...

Calling me to 'sleep'

Because the night, she knows, of all these things,

And she encourages me to slip...

Slip away from this world

Slip away from this pain

All the things that I hate

Things I can't contain

You can never know what it is to be true,

Or that the world does NOT revolve round you -

Like the Sun that you're not, all bright and clear...

You're the darkness that keeps me unwillingly here...

No More

Because the stars tore a hole...

A hole in my soul

... and i dont mind this defeat..

... because now I am ... 

...complete.